Friday, September 24, 2004
~ ARRGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!! ~
10:26:00 pm
PRESENTATIONS ARE FINALLY OVER!! NO MORE PRESENTATIONS FOR THIS SEMESTER ANYMORE!! WOOHOO!! Haha... So sorry... I'm just too excited over this... *Cool isn't it?*... Well, but I'm not totally happy with a few of them in the group... Imagine this: You have more than one week to start with the presentation but ended up, everything was SO last minute... And the worse thing is, you're ONE of them who has to struggle with the work while the rest are having fun... Well, only 3 oout of 7 of the group members collated the work in which we only mangaed to have our meal at 6.30pm... As a result, we were
hypoglycaemic (low in blood sugar level) and started to get 'irritated' with each other... *Gosh... A hungry man is an angry man!*... And that is not all... In fact, we got an 'A' for the presentation... But it's only the work of 3 people (almost 4, for the interview thingy)... We got an 'A', do THEY deserve it? I don't think so... And when each of us had to pay $16 for the transparencies and stuff, one of them even messaged to ask why have to pay so much...
*OI!! Why ask so much? You've already got a FREE 'A' and now, you're grumbling to have to pay so much!! SICKENING!! DAMN!! Be grateful that we're already kind enough to you... I don't understand why we had even accpeted you to join our group in the first place... Even the work that you gave are CRAP!! YES CRAP!! CRAPPY WORK!! PLAGERISM!! ARRGGHHHHHHH!!!!!! And I don't even think that you deserve that copy of our work when all you know is to cut and paste and give CRAPPY WORK!! So ANGRY with you... The worse thing is C----N, YOU DON'T EVEN FEEL A SENSE OF REMORSE...*
No point getting angry over a person who doesn't even deserve the marks when the other few are slogging hard...
Thank goodness there's still Mac and Fione around... *Hugs to you guys!!*... Our final presentation went well although me and Fione thought the interview part was REALLY draggy... But we still got an 'A'... *Haha*...
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Went home with Fione just now and she told me that she had been having weird nightmares when people whome she treasures the most ignoring her and treats her as though she's invisible... Maybe the worse part is that the person said that she doesn't want to see her again... *Scary but I've had such a dream before too*...
What are dreams? To me,
dreams are the opposites of reality but at the same time, I guess that it is part of a person's subconscious mind... Maybe in Fione's case, she is afraid of losing these people that she dreamt of such things... As for me, my dream was that this particular person ignored me when he saw me and treated me as though I did not exist... I grabbed his hand in a way to plead with him, not to leave me... Initially, I was wondering why I had such a dream and I even told this person about my peculiar dream... Back then, he said that he would not let that happen... But now, we're like total complete strangers... He, in his own world & me, in my own... I then began to realsie that it could be part of my subconscious mind... I didn't want to lose him but then, the inevitable happens... I had to accept just the way it is...
So Fione... Don't you worry... I will never ignore you (except for the times when you're trying to irritate me... Haha)... I can't afford to lose the friend like you... *Hugs*
Just to add on:
It's the little events in life that makes you happy and helps your life to go on... You can't take ALL the memories with you to your future... But those little events will make you think how happy, sad or angry you were... As time goes by, as you think back, you will laugh over it... Just like my fall in school back in Year 1 and yesterday (cuz it's not everyday that you will fall in school... Hee!)... Even though it hurts, but when I sit down and think about it, I just can't help smiling and laughing over it... So, treasure all these little things that you have cuz it will make life more worth living... *Smilez*
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
